When Will I Stop?

When will I stop looking for you?

I look for you everywhere I go.

TV, the movies, 
the music that I hear, 
the people that I meet.

I love the part of them that reminds me of you.

When I speak to them,
I’m listening for your voice,
For your words.

Will it ever end?

When do I get to close the book and put you behind me?
I keep waiting for you to go away.

I want someone to replace you and it hasn’t happened yet.
Maybe it never will.

The problem is,
that you’re a ghost that I want to haunt me.

As long as you are here, I can’t let go.
I can’t forget how much I loved you.
How much you meant to me.
How much I love you.

I dream of you, it’s always the same.
I wake up and I’m alone.

I can’t let it die.
I’m afraid.

I just want to hold you one more time.